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Love can be a very painful thing...

Mon Sep 17, 2007, 1:19 PM
Well, for all those who have noticed my newest drawing, I like my friend Michelle...Well, I gave her the picture today, hoping that the "picture would speak a thousand words"....but I guess it didnt.. ;_;
I'm just too afraid to tell her how I really feel, and I have friends in my group who are wanting to tell her for me and its freaking me out cause Im scared she might not like hanging around me anymore if she knows...I know she's not that type of person, but thats usually what happens everytime I like someone, so its just anxiety...
haha I hate love, it hurts like sh*t. I listen to her talk about Victor all the time and how sad it makes her, and it makes me sad for her, but also sad knowing she probably wont like me back....damnt, why cant I just find somebody who will love me and me love them back? Why does everything have to be so damn complicated all the time? At least like 1/2 of my group knows what 'love' feels like, yea, sure I know what it feels like to be in love, but to be loved back....never.
~Layla~

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  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: How can I not love you?-???
  • Reading: my story
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: smoothie

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  • Current Residence: In your dreams
  • Interests: Writing and drawing
  • Favourite movie: Finding never land/ POTC 1-2-3/ Queen of the damned/Interview w/ a vampire./Rose red.
  • Favourite band or musician: HIM/Fallout boy/Evanescence/Evans blue/Trapt/Avril Lavigne
  • Favourite genre of music: Gothic Rock/Rock/punk/emo
  • Favourite artist: Kaori Yuki, Rin, Pairo, Clamp, and me!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edger allan poe'
  • Favourite photographer: Me
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  • Operating System: Windows?
  • MP3 player of choice: Mine.
  • Shell of choice: Conk Shell
  • Wallpaper of choice: Neon purple/black
  • Skin of choice: Mine.
  • Favourite game: Mario brothers!! XD old school
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64, playstation 3,
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kaname,Zero, and Cain
  • Personal Quote: ~Let's have a tea party with some arsinic!~
  • Tools of the Trade: Color pencils/pen/Photo shop/

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~dotta Jan 29, 2009, 10:19:45 PM
Your webcam...Too much...Too much cuteness *nose bleed* X3
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*ninjakitten22 Jun 17, 2008, 12:43:45 PM
you have a very cute galary!

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People say that teenagers don't love they just lust, well that's because they never found their love. J+J=:heart:
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~Layla-ofthe-darkness Jul 1, 2008, 2:13:25 PM
Why thank you :D

~Layla

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:heart: Through time and space, I wait for thee, to come on a moon lit's night and rescue me from my lonliness. :heart:
~Forever your's, Layla~
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*ninjakitten22 Jul 1, 2008, 2:31:00 PM
anytime!

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People say that teenagers don't love they just lust, well that's because they never found their love. J+J=:heart:
:tighthug::meow:
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~Kirasdream Sep 26, 2007, 5:42:51 PM
Sooo....you wanna go to the Renaissance festival? On the next saturday?
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Mood: Obsessed ~Kirasdream Sep 15, 2007, 5:05:43 PM
Now that I've seen your drawings..........................
UPDATE PLEASE!!! Need. To. Add. To. Favorites. Now. Halloween part-ay! Don't feel bad if we can't do one though. I'll see if I can, just in case^^ I had a good time today, and I hope you did too^^
Loves,
Stacey
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~Layla-ofthe-darkness Sep 17, 2007, 1:25:51 PM
lol I think Im going to be doing alot of me and Michelle from now on, and Im thinking of another one of us again^^ That should be fun :heart: I'm glade you had a good day, mine wasnt so great >> lol I gave the picture to Michelle and I highly doubt she realized what I meant by it...so yea, depression set in to day to the point where Ricardo could tell and was really worried about me...which makes me happy and angry with myself at the same time lol. I dont like making ppl worry, but its assuring when they do, so I give him lots and lots of kudo's fyi lol. Well, anyway, lol my gramma said she probably could do the halloween party, but I still gotta only invite so many, lol so yea. I'll have to make sure I dont get sick until Octorber so I can keep the next day off. Maybe you could sleep over too, that would be cool^^
~Layla~

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:heart: Through time and space, I wait for thee, to come on a moon lit's night and rescue me from my lonliness. :heart:
~Forever your's, Layla~
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Mood: Compassion ~Kirasdream Sep 17, 2007, 5:17:18 PM
I'll take off the weekend for that^^ Lessee, I answered your wee problem thing on your journal, but maybe after a little while, if the said person goes into a lull, just spell it out, and add the 'but I still want to be friends' thing afterward as kind of like a raft. I really hope it works out, and I can't wait to see more of your stuff! Snape got really popular for several days, and I was like 0.o I feel so loved! Hopefully soon you'll feel so too^^ Hope tomorrow is better for ya!
Loves,
Stay-C
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Mood: Astonished ~Kirasdream Aug 16, 2007, 6:24:58 AM
Wait, did you do that? *mouth hangs open* I have photoshop now and I don't know how to use it. Anyhoo, I have a job now *grr* but I'll be calling you later to see what's up. I hope you had a good time with your dad^^
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Mood: Obsessed ~Kirasdream Jun 26, 2007, 1:46:54 PM
Aw! You two are so cute! If you haven't already, check ya phone! Me miss U!
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